Blessed

          As I write this, I really don’t have any idea where to start.  I’m interested writing but gosh! I am now writing in my own blog. I’m not good, really, but I hope you would like it.

Oh! So basically you’re reading me, the real me I guess. If I am a book, maybe you’ll not turn the pages when you see how ordinary I am. I’m just simple and I live my life the way it should be. There is nothing so extravagant that you would probably expect.  I’m the kind of girl who is not shy and timid. I am so talkative especially when I’m hanging out with my closest friends.  I am good to be with because I’m friendly and you can be easily confident in my company. Well, if you really want to be my friend of course. I hate my attitude when I don’t realize that I’m hurting other people’s feeling when I get so easily irritated if I’m not satisfied with something.

          I am not ashamed of who I am. I live freely and happy with the help of my loved ones. I’m confident that even though I’m just simple and normal I’m still different from everyone. God created me so, why would I be shameful? I must be thankful and not be shameful right? I want to express myself and live not with hypocrisy but in truth.  I am the kind of person who will just be the real me, in and out of people’s attention.

          I am a too talkative person who would talk about anything under the sun as long as I will not be bored. What I love most is when I talk with my friends. I am so funny and sweet to them because I cherished friendship so much.  I love talking with them especially if it is all about those whom we admire in the campus. We would really laugh out loud without even thinking of the people around us. Maybe, if I will not talk with anyone else during our class it might be a dilemma. Exaggerated, but it is me. Ha-ha! 

          As a human, we are not all perfect. In spite of our beautiful traits there also lie bad things about us. I hate myself for being so easily irritated when it comes to simple problems. It seems that I’m not satisfied so I’ll try again and if I fail it will hurt me a lot and it will affect other people as well. I really manage to change myself on that side. I know that it is not a good kind of attitude because it might cause problem in my relationship with other people. I’m controlling myself when my irritability occurs. I pray to God to help me be patient and kind. I thank Him because my friends say that I changed a lot. I know that I still have to manage myself well.

          So this is the real me, not shy or timid but friendly and so talkative, can get easily irritated but would change because I do not want to be hated.  People wanted to be loved and so I wanted to be loved also. I hope that you learned something from me, as you read this. All of these were just a one-fourth way of my true self.  Ten pages of bond papers are not enough but at least, you do have an idea. Thank you for reading and I hope that you would have a nice and blessed day!